Most of my life I have been trying to be.
Be myself, be someone, be someone else, or not to be at all.
Without supporting response. (or at least that's how I interpreted it)
All this trying have left me confused comparing it to this present time when people have suddenly shown growing amount of interest and loading buckets of responsibility on me.
And because of all that trying before, I'm already exhausted now when I actually should take advantage of all the possibilities there is and show my claws.
Thinking of all that duty ahead, I feel myself old and tired and that my best, effective days are gone.
And yet I live on unemployment benefit.
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